ohmygoshhh

History memorised, RCY stuff all ironed out and all by 7:10!

All i have to do now is read Lit and memorise quotes and shizz and im done for the day! Yeeehaawwwww

This is amazing first time this week I'm not panicking.

Might even have time to pack bag for Thailand! Hurhur

pretty much how i feel right now :')

my head is mush

mush is my head

i can already feel the exhaustion that is going to come like a tsunami.

watched a documentary of it and it scared the heebeejeebeezz of out me.

gracia you got yourself into this, get out of it!

okay, quit everything hurhur

i can now safely add Church to my list of leadership commitments. Yipeeeee

In tsunamis, the initial wave is low and receding, which led people to think it was safe to come out. After that, the huge wave just rushed in and killed everyone cause the first wave created a smooth layer for the second to cause mass destruction.

Currently going through the initial wave.

-spaazzzz-

yellow diamonds in the sky

Sunday night, monday tomorrow :<

Looking forward to wednesday! :D

5 tests this week, then chem next next week and tests are over (Thank God)
Quite excited for Thailand :D

This post is for my darling spoon, Claire (:

I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY ROAARRR

other than..

i love you :D

I just had a realization.

What am I doing with my life?

All I live for is studying and slogging through school as I study hard for tests.

Do the tests, get them back, get grades, what's next?

Shouldn't teenage years be the best of your life?

What happened to YOLO? (You only live once)

My life revolves around CCA and School.

Not even God. CCA has taken over my Saturdays.

How many times can I say I have been to cell/service this year?

Feel so flustered now.

Every weekend is spent either A) Studying for tests or B) CCA

Isn't life supposed to be fun and free?

I need to live.

Like truly live.

Go out and live!

/rage/

/aahhh/

Bio test and lit test tmorrow but im like ah meh.

3 lists of three things

3 things I should be doing:

1) Bio notes

2) Reading up SS

3) Studying in general

3 things I'm doing:

1) Watching HIMYM

2) Eating

3) Relaxing

3 consequences of slacking

1) Doing mediocre-ly for everything

2) Feeling guilty and making a list of 3 things

3) Eating more out of guilt.

When people are not online I get nervous I mean what if they are studying and I'm not?! Ha.ha.ha.

Off to study Bio. For realzzz nowww (or later)

good golly

So. Today I had a near death experience and it really scared me.
Firstly, how scary asthma can be and secondly, how fragile life can be :/

Le sigh.

I think I really have a thing for puppies. And kittens. And all things fluffy and cute.

I can't even. I really need to hug all of them!!! *cuteness instincts on*

Camp was okay, I think the main thing I've learnt is.. it's not about getting things done fast enough and on time.. it's about caring for your batchmates and not being selfish. Things can go well but if the process of getting there was filled with sloppy and selfish behaviour then the whole thing is a flop! Yupp. That's LTC in 4 lines. Hurhurhur.

Mum's buying KFC for dinner. I could eat a cow at this point.

Speaking of cows, when they changed the hike venue to Sentosa, Sam the qtpi exclaimed "WE CAN'T GO TO SENTOSA! WE DON'T EVEN HAVE OUR PASSPORT. FOOOLS!" and then I looked at her and said "Dear, you know we dont need a passport right?" "Wait.. where's sentosa again?" she's about the cutest qt pi you'll ever meet :')

Rescue Mission went great, our route was great and everyone's morale was up. But as said, the process of getting there and everything was kind of filled with selfish behaviour and thus everything negative overpowered the positives.. :(

NEVER MIND. People develop from the negatives! :D

Really thankful for people like Charm who really cared when I was at my vulnerable state and she tried real hard to comfort me. Love you charm though you'll never read this. :')))) Really glad to have Claire too for accompanying me before camp and buying water. I love you spoooooon(:

Hospitalised and out alive all in 1 day. Exciting day :)

i wish i was an elephant

Then i could stomp over all the mean people in my life.
Ha.ha.ha just jokkkinnng (no really)

So, term 1 is over. march holidays are here!
Isn't it strange, it's been 10 weeks with 3B and I feel no difference from when I first stepped in.

Okay maybe new friendships have been formed but nothing more than the superficial level.

However, I feel that with 2012, I can count on more people? Learnt who is my friend and who isn't.

You woud think once you leave a girls' school, drama is over. LIES.

Theres a drama club here too!! Hahaha (that was a jokeee)

I think I've gotten quite close to Alvina and that is lovely to me :]

We even have monthly dates at Holland V now! Ka chinggg

I've also gotten closer to Claire, which is also lovely. Double lovely.

Record number of times having meals in one week: 4! Insaneeeee.

But somehow, i don't feel that icky feeling of being with someone for too long

Everytime I hang out with her it's always fun and full of nonsense yet we're able to have serious convos as well. I love you dear! :]

Currently explaining Girl world to ginyong HAHAHA

In girl world... I feel like I'm in mean girls hurhur

Anywaaayyy.. studies wise.

Lots of Bs, only gives me motivation for Term 2?

At least I have more than 1 A! Ha.ha.ha.

Top 3 huggers of ma life:

1) Claire (oh yeah)

2) My dad

3) My Mum

I think my parent's love for hugs have stemmed MY love for hugs hurhur

My future spouse has to love hugs, if not we can't be together. I won't be able to survive! haha

Very all over the place post but in short: term 1 has been a whirlwind and I hope term 2 is like a ferris wheel. Going slow but steady but still going. :>