Thursday, January 26, 2012

day 1 of lurking


I feel like going to the beach and lying in the sea and float away.
Should probably start revising bio/lit/Amath/SS but eh.

Day 1 of lurking was okay.
I've decided that I should be focusing more on nurturing my buddy and bringing her out of her shell more than anything else.
Will make a more conscious effort to leave house earlier to meet her at the door :>
Show her I'm a good buddy :)
Happy she got 'serious' with me today (Ironic if you don't get it haha)
Hope tomorrow she'll be more confident as we start doing MY class.
Will slowly start asking her out for dates to get to know her more than on the superficial level
Really hope she's enjoying Council thus far. :')

Anyway! Studies wise, it's been okay so far.
It's lovely sitting next to Alvina with Kelda and Jasmine in front and Theodora and Ya min at the back.
Feel happy that people around me are so nice :>
Specially Alvina. She's been SO nice recently and it's so warming.
Specially when she bought me tissue after recess when she saw me sniffing like a weirdo during Chinese.
Have to get her something over the weekend for her nice-ness. :]

This is a stark difference from the previous post but I realised today that bad things happen and shit happens but what defines us is how we rise after we fall.

In summary of this blog post, I've decided to be more positive and focus on the important things in my life right now eg. My buddy rather than what people in Council think of me and change my thinking and personality(tweak it like a knob on a big machine).

Day 1 of lurking = success. :]

Okay I should probably go revise some stuff before the guilt of slacking consumes me.


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