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Today was a great day. Woke up feeling all cheery and bright, thinking, 'LAST WEEK OF TESTS!'

And then it rained. Ha. Dramatic irony? I think so.

Had my emath test today... it was okay. I think I've never experienced that feeling when you find yourself lost for time and you're scrambling to write everything as fast as possible; except for today. (and the previous Amath test). Did I also mention I have a beautiful new Emath teacher?

My friend Kelda found her modelling for this blogshop. SHE COULD VERY WELL BE ONE! Okay the photo isnt the best, her cheekbones are really high and she puts blusher on the right places and dayum, Alvina and I are totally pedo-ing on her. Hahaha.

Wonder what it's like to be as beautiful as her heh.

Anyway off to read The Hunger Games! Then do some Amath and then Chinese. :>

Last week of torture before the holidays and then more torture during LTC Camp! huzzah

its to wise men, i want your formula of time

Hello!

A whirlwind of things have been happening recently.

For the first time this year, I can say time is passing really fast.

Within a couple of months, we'll be taking over and be Unit Leaders!
And Ryan will step down and Rebecca and I will be taking over Journ

ANDDD Claire(Hi dear!) will be stepping down and a new Exco will rise up.

Isn't it scary? I find it really scary

Especially with expectations. :/

It's so easy to step up and assume all the power but with it comes great responsibility and damn I honestly do not want to take over.

Especially if it means I end up like the very seniors I loathe.

Gablargh I wish I was a still a sec 1, not leading them D:

Anyway I passed my 3rd Gold on saturday! Huzzah!

Going to Campsite waaaayyyy tooooooo often. D:

Anyway this is a chirpy post hohoho (see what i did there claire)

Sis is shooo-ing my off the com. Personal post next time :)

little miss perfect little missed too

hello!

I had a lovely dinner with Claire at a not so lovely little Macdonalds at SP

Realised today, what is the venom we speak is the venom thats spreads and is the very venom that stings us? (I hope you get the overuse of the word Venom :O)

Anyway, my back hurts like qwlqnvonvorwbrobrw and my hand blisters are like asjvnb pain. :(

I guess its all worth it, 12 days left to FAC! Exciting(No not really)

Looking back at posts on FDC, and how I was so hesitant about it then we won, I hope that hesitant(ness) brings forward to FAC! Hahaha I think the more confident you are the harder you fall :/

I feel really mushed up about results and subjects and school.

So much responsibility and so much things to do and so little time and arghh can't wait for FAC to be over then I can study :< (What a nerdd)

But I'm real determined to do well this year. It's not a year to slacken off :/

Chapel tomorrow! Hope I don't fall asleep. Urgh sleepy X 1000 now

Time to do some Amath then Chem then sleep. Oh wait and Chinese now. *groan* CHINESE.

The bane of ma existence yo. :(

delicate string of pearls

Hello! :)

I'm feeling particular perky tonight.

Finished Amath homework and only left with ORCA! *grin*

Amath makes me feel accomplished, like my whole education life has not been for nothing and that I'm actually smart. #likeanerd

4 tests next week. Life's getting hectic and I'm real worried for Lit.

My in contempt teacher only started worrying today. Oh no.

Anyway I'm zonked out today (Zzzz)

So i'll blog more tomorrow!

Excited about this weekend.

It's gonna be a good one :]

day 1 of lurking

I feel like going to the beach and lying in the sea and float away.

Should probably start revising bio/lit/Amath/SS but eh.

Day 1 of lurking was okay.

I've decided that I should be focusing more on nurturing my buddy and bringing her out of her shell more than anything else.

Will make a more conscious effort to leave house earlier to meet her at the door :>

Show her I'm a good buddy :)

Happy she got 'serious' with me today (Ironic if you don't get it haha)

Hope tomorrow she'll be more confident as we start doing MY class.

Will slowly start asking her out for dates to get to know her more than on the superficial level

Really hope she's enjoying Council thus far. :')

Anyway! Studies wise, it's been okay so far.

It's lovely sitting next to Alvina with Kelda and Jasmine in front and Theodora and Ya min at the back.

Feel happy that people around me are so nice :>

Specially Alvina. She's been SO nice recently and it's so warming.

Specially when she bought me tissue after recess when she saw me sniffing like a weirdo during Chinese.

Have to get her something over the weekend for her nice-ness. :]

This is a stark difference from the previous post but I realised today that bad things happen and shit happens but what defines us is how we rise after we fall.

In summary of this blog post, I've decided to be more positive and focus on the important things in my life right now eg. My buddy rather than what people in Council think of me and change my thinking and personality(tweak it like a knob on a big machine).

Day 1 of lurking = success. :]

Okay I should probably go revise some stuff before the guilt of slacking consumes me.

they scream, the worst things in life come free to us

So a couple of things have been happening so far, and lately I've been feeling like someone's been going inside of me and taking a pair of scissors and cutting the strings of my heart one by one and I'm slowly sinking in the dark depths of my insides.

Is it bad to assume the best in people? Assume that everyone is really who they are on the outside and behind their glittering facade they don't whisper other assumptions to other people. Maybe assuming anything out of anyone(good or bad) is really making an Ass out of U and Me.

In their defence(I think swords and armoury), maybe I should stop being this or that, or maybe I should stop trying to want to be liked so much. /if my porcelain white teacher were here, maybe she would critic my use of maybe/

It would be selfish to assume(har har) that I'm perfect that it's other people who hate on me. ('hate on me' plays in the background) I think that I should be more socially aware and sensitive? A part of me goes 'what good would that do? People already hate you'. True subconscious Gracia. I think it's more of the effort than anything? Maybe trying to be different will help. Yes. I will be different! (This sounds more of convincing myself to change).

I wish I could disappear(No I'm not suicidal). Maybe restart school as a clueless lil' sec 1. That would be lovely.

It's too cold outsideFor angels to flyAngels to fly To fly, flyFor angels to die

i am a night owl hear me make sounds owls do

LOL JK I sleep at 11 every night.

Since school holidays have started, I seem to be sleeping earlier and earlier!

That's a good thing.. right?

Short post seeing it's getting late and I'm getting tired.

It's either I'm growing OLDDD or I just love sleep.

Hope it's the latter!

On a side note, it's totally creepy when teachers get married and they actually have lives together with children etc.

It's strange. -shudders-

New life goal- to finish a game of monopoly!

Realised today I have never finished a full game before.

Just gave up when i got bored.

YES.

So life goal, finish monopoly!

It's getting late, bye reader!

psst: Hi claire.